[she just wishes for once—for once, after knowing Rose for nearly a fucking decade, that she would know what to say. that she could be open about things like this. that emotions weren't so fucking hard. she sees people like Kara, like Lillian, like Rose's own blue-haired bubbly sister who just let themselves talk about how they feel about each other and themselves and it pisses her off. it's so fucking unbelievably frustrating that saying a handful of words is harder than fighting her way here in the first place was.]
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[she just wishes for once—for once, after knowing Rose for nearly a fucking decade, that she would know what to say. that she could be open about things like this. that emotions weren't so fucking hard. she sees people like Kara, like Lillian, like Rose's own blue-haired bubbly sister who just let themselves talk about how they feel about each other and themselves and it pisses her off. it's so fucking unbelievably frustrating that saying a handful of words is harder than fighting her way here in the first place was.]
[this silence is a fucking embarrassment.]
I'm not gonna leave you alone.